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Ignis Scientia ([personal profile] unfatalist) wrote2018-03-12 08:38 pm
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UNDER CONSTRUCTION
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[personal profile] nascere 2018-07-29 04:27 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Note to self: inform Prompto of this particular development -- his best friend will be giddy when he hears about this, really. And Ignis will probably really poison their food, or something.

He laughs again at that exasperated noise, delighted and amused. ]


Mmm --
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[personal profile] nascere 2018-08-03 08:47 am (UTC)(link)
[ He's definitely, totally a menace.

Noctis can't help but melt when Ignis settles in and wraps his arms around him, and here and now he doesn't need an excuse to be close. He's pressing his nose to his neck, breathing him in and reveling in just how warm and familiar he feels, how he still sets his pulse racing.

He closes his eyes briefly, and he thinks that he hasn't felt happier than this in... well, in ages. Here Ignis is, here they are, at the beginning of something important, and he wraps his arms around him, holding him tight and fitting nicely into the circle of his arms. ]


Don't let go.
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[personal profile] nascere 2018-08-04 02:13 am (UTC)(link)
I've got you, too. I won't let anyone hurt you.

[ It's anticipation that wells up in him, affection and a surge of feelings that makes Noctis bite his lip at the intensity of it. It's profound and wonderful, this feeling, the fact that perhaps they will have time together to discover what this really is for themselves.

His arms wrap around him, and Noctis shifts up, grasping his chin to pull Ignis down for a kiss, this time it's slower, more purposeful, exploring him and offering of himself shyly in turn. ]
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[personal profile] nascere 2018-08-04 05:23 pm (UTC)(link)
[ There is nothing more wonderful, more exhilarating in knowing that Ignis is genuinely, finally letting down his guard around him. He can feel him bow and bend, and even though Noctis knows that there's a chance it might not work, this moment only makes him even more determined.

Ignis doesn't fight him on this, and Ignis trusts him, leans into Noctis' arms like he can believe what he's saying, and Noctis decides that this is enough for now, right now. Ignis is safe here, in his arms, and Noctis isn't about to let him go -- as if if he does, Ignis will get hurt, and where will they be, then?

His hand comes to settle on the nape of his neck, curling gently. He deepens the kiss without another word, pulling him down atop him on the bed -- Noctis doesn't have plans for more, only to explore Ignis, to hold him and keep him safe. ]
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[personal profile] nascere 2018-08-04 06:37 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Clearly, this means that they need more practice. Noctis huffs a soft laugh when they're clearly not entirely coordinated -- and Pearl, poor cat, leaps off and away when it's obvious that they currently only have eyes for each other. Noctis is watching Ignis' movements with all amusement, so helplessly drawn to him that he keeps his hold secure on him.

It's endearing, he thinks, that Ignis is checking to make sure that stray elbows don't go where they shouldn't -- even in this he's still so very careful, and when he relaxes Noctis kisses him again, slow and sure and more confident than before. ]


That's cute.

[ He murmurs, because he's made no secret of enjoying Ignis' particular brand of humor -- hell, they could go forever just punning about everything and nothing in particular. He's comfortable, taking the lead and happy to see Ignis following; he hadn't thought about being active or passive one way or another, he only moves according to what he wants, what could feel good for them both. They're still exploring each other despite the fact that they've known each other almost all their lives.

This is, after all, on an entirely different level, and his other hand slides up to rest over the small of his back. Careful to pay attention to Ignis' cues, he asks softly -- ]


Is this okay? Like this?
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[personal profile] nascere 2018-08-05 02:31 am (UTC)(link)
[ Noctis is just as careful -- he's very aware of Ignis' cues, taking care not to consciously or even subconsciously push him into something he's not comfortable with. He explores him, chaste and shy but infinitely curious.

He wants to explore him, hands sliding down up as he looks up, palms resting over the span of his chest. Ignis feels so strong, so solid, warm and tempting. He'd be lying if he said that he doesn't want more, because he does -- he wants so much more, but it's not yet time, not for either one of them. ]


If...?
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[personal profile] nascere 2018-08-05 02:55 am (UTC)(link)
Careful. I'm gonna want you to sing to me always.

[ He tells him softly, leaning up to press kisses to his throat, the line of his neck. He loves it, the rumbling tenor of his voice, the way the lyrics spill into the spaces between them. He's kissing his mouth after, humming along with him with a smile. ]
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[personal profile] nascere 2018-08-05 01:36 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Oh.

Oh, this is interesting. He looks down at him curiously. ]


You want me to leave a mark?

[ They haven't actually talked about preferences at length, although even if they did, Noctis isn't sure he has a lot to contribute -- he's a blank slate where things like these are concerned, having never actually been in a proper relationship. These things are frowned upon when you're a prince and you ought to be betrothed, you see. But now, things are different. Things are... new. ]

Do you like that?
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[personal profile] nascere 2018-08-05 02:10 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Ah, yes, this is much better. Noctis has been comprehensively briefed when it comes to consent and partners -- the Citadel has always had a very firm stand where that is concerned, and Noctis understands, of course. In turbulent times, the last thing they need is accusations of the prince sowing his wild oats nonconsensually and all that.

Although honestly, they don't have much to worry about, not when Noctis' interests don't include the great majority of them. Ignis is telling him specifically what he wants, what he likes, and Noctis relaxes. This is new ground, and he's not sure if he's navigating it right. But this, this feels clearer, like he's been given a direction. ]


All right.

[ He's unbuttoning Ignis' shirt now. One button, two, three, his hand sliding in to spread it wider open so that his mouth can trail after, sucking a soft lovebite under his collarbone. Lips, teeth, suction, sensuous and slow. Oh, this feels right. ]
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[personal profile] nascere 2018-08-05 02:52 pm (UTC)(link)
[ How did he like that, Ignis asks him, and Noctis can feel his heart pounding in his ears. He can see the way the bruise forms and blossoms, like a flower on his pale skin, so flawless, impeccable, and Noctis can't help but wonder what the rest of him looks like, bereft of clothes.

Oh, Six.

He blinks, before he's looking up at him, meeting his eyes. He's into this, very much so, especially when Ignis looks like he likes it, too. He's kissing that bruise, feeling oddly, powerfully possessive. ]


I marked you up. [ He observes softly, not in the least apologetic. No, he quite likes this. ] I like it.

[ Their relationship won't work unless they're honest with each other -- like that pastry Ignis had spent years making for him. It won't turn out right if Noctis is vague, and ridiculously enough, maybe that's laid the groundwork for their communication, to a point. ] I like seeing it on you, knowing that I put it there, and that you wanted me to do it.
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[personal profile] nascere 2018-08-05 04:33 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Noctis lands on his back, Ignis rolling him over so easily, his shirt open and exposing his collarbones. Ignis' hair is in his face ever since Noctis had essentially banned him from hair products, and Noctis has never seen someone with such incredible, raw sensuality.

Ignis undone is Ignis at his best -- he is always so put together than seeing him like this now makes his heart race, makes Noctis want to do all sorts of things to him, with him. Noctis wants to see what he looks like unguarded, unraveled, and he gently lifts and removes his glasses, leaning down to cup his face.

Here they are, with Noctis pinning him down, making sure that Ignis doesn't go anywhere -- he quite likes this, actually, and there is a gleam of something sharper, more confident in his eye. This, too, feels right, and his lips drift over the sharp, defined line of his jaw. He's eager to please, to tease, his hand splaying over the flat of his chest. ]


That you belong to me.

[ He puts it into words now, looking down at him. ]
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[personal profile] nascere 2018-08-06 12:33 am (UTC)(link)
Yeah.

[ Because there's no hiding from it now. Noctis has always seen Ignis as his, no matter whether he's realised it or not. His friend, his advisor, his companion, his -- his boyfriend. What a strange thing to call it, especially when he's so much more than that.

Ignis looks younger like this, more vulnerable spread out before him, and Noctis finds himself wanting more -- Ignis is open and soft only for him, letting him through those layers and layers of poise and composure to the real man beneath, and what a gift it is.

He noses him, cupping his face before he's kissing him again, thumb briefly brushing over his lower lip to tease before moving down, sliding his hand into the open vee of his shirt. ]


And I was always yours. Did you know that? I didn't realise it before --
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[personal profile] nascere 2018-08-06 02:42 am (UTC)(link)
[ Ignis is right -- sobering, but right, and gods, Luna. He was supposed to marry her, he was going to marry her -- is he still? That's something he has to sort out, and he's not entirely sure where to start. He thinks of her new, lovely and warm and full of passion, always just out of reach.

And then here is Ignis, who sees more clearly than he does and wants him anyway, and he bites his lip, guilty and uncertain. He wants, with all his heart, to plunge into this with Ignis, but he knows he can't -- he knows that there are other things that come first for him as king. No matter how much he wants Ignis, they have their duties to attend to, as well, for better or worse. ]


Yeah.

[ He says softly, his own gaze searching, soft and yearning. They're complicated creatures, the both of them, and Ignis is here, telling him that it's okay -- that this relationship is not as simple as he wants it to be, and that's okay, too.

Right?

He exhales a soft sigh, pressing his forehead to his. ]


I care about her a lot, Iggy.

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