Sometimes even I don't know, if you can believe that. Sometimes it's easier to be the vessel of someone else's will, and I gravitate to it.

[But he takes that opportunity to shift them properly, rolling onto his back and pulling Noct with him, as the movement opens up access to the whole of his body and he figuratively lays himself bare beneath his boyfriend's attentions.]

But right now I do know what I want.

[And he takes it, too, leaning up and setting his lips against Noct's shoulder and sucking a firm bite there that will surely have bruised by the morning.]

I'm ready to take the next step with you, too.